recovery/holidays
Friday, May 25, 2007 @ 3:50 PM
this week was like up and down,for training its relax week.studies is like kind of hell.
studies:
monday had history test
tuesday was nothing
wednesday was like chemistry quiz
thursday A maths test and physics was like a total brain buster i don't understand the whole topic.i swear
today which is a friday i had social studies test
training:
monday 150x5
tuesday medicine ball
wednesday starts
thursday medicine ball again
friday(morning only) 6 rounds jog/stride.
so this is our light week?!
after not training last week cause of my shin now i feel like dying cause ,morning training to me was like super tiring.stamina dropped a lot.now gotta try and build it up again.next week is like heavy week im so dead.
instead of english lesson we had social studies test,source base was kinda difficult i think i wrote nonsense,who cares its all over.finished school at like 10.15am after mentor talked about bullying and all:) checked out of hostel at like 11.wanted to take a cab cause the weather is so HOT, but couldn't get a cab and JAMIE COATES didn't wanna give NOREEN,MEIXIAN and ME a lift.okay whatever.after walking to the bus stop and waiting sooo long.the bus finally came yays! noreen went home meixian and i went to watch BLADES OF GLORY saw chris and sam in the cinema. the show was not bad and kinda funny:D came back after that.
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why is it that when im so close to peak
i drop
is it me or is this meant to be
i ran today
trying my best to move
swinging my arms as hard and fast as i can
i couldn't move forward
no matter how hard im trying to pump
the barrier is there
just there not moving anywher else
she screamed for me to run
i wanna run i thought
but what was i doing
to others i was jogging
in the past i know i was
but now it seems like that is running
i wish i did not have to face this
i don't wanna face my fear
a week is enough
but i do not even know how long this pain would last
could it just go away and never come back?
i told myself not to give up and finish the 6 rounds
im not as strong as i appear to be
i wonder how long i can hang on..