killer dream
Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 3:39 PM
but i did.
such a killer dream
i would never want to forget
or actually i do but
sometimes i got to remember.
this morning i was sleeping
i dreamt i went to this house or someone brought me there
which is a lot like a mansion or palace
i know the owner in my dreams
i got no idea who
it was suppose to be empty
cause my family and i came back from somewhere else
i went in there was a guy there
he looks nice but suspicious
i asked him"what are you doing here and who are you"
he replied" im from a charity organization to help children..."
something of that sort at least.
im like what are you doing in this house
get out i don't know you.
then he acted like he was going out
but his dog a pomeranian,with sharp teeth tried to bite me
i ran i had a gun which i wanted to shoot at the dog but hesitated
then the guy from the door
shot me right through the right side of my head
in reality i got scared subconciously
everything went dark for a moment in my dreams
as if i was really dead and couldn't feel or see a thing
moments later i woke up wondering if i was really dead in my dreams
the mansion was huge with many people
including a library, shops and even a piano
i tried talking to people like dean did in supernatural
but no one hears me
i got scared and frightened
i scream and shout yet no one hear or see me
i knew i was dead
i saw my mum
trying to touch her and call for her
she couldn't hear me
at that moment i miss her so much
seeing her cry for me.
while i was screaming
someone finally can hear or see me
my cousin,megan.
she was small and young
but when she hear me and saw me
she wasn't really that afraid even though she knew i was dead.
she helped me get everything i need
she even helped me get paper and pens
cause i wanted to write to my family
telling them about everything.
even though i was dead
i have my fears
i knew someone was after me.
someone trying to take me away
because im not allow to contact anyone with the real world
i felt it was exactly like supernatural.
but yet through my dreams it felt so real.
when i manage to get a pen from the shop
in that big palace
the lights went off
i panic cause when i was flying down a long flight of stairs
i saw a huge figure after me
i flew faster and just dive down below a table
my cousin was screaming for me
but within seconds
i turned and they just grabbed me
and drag me away.
it turned black once again
then i was tied to something
and it felt like i died again
i woke up.but tried to fall asleep once again to see
the ending
but couldn't.
terrifying but i learn so much
how much i actually turn my back against my own family.
this day although im pretty much at home
but sad day yeap.
i felt so stupid and dumb for physics
dont know why im in a pure class
i dont think i should be
when someone else cries
im always there
but what about me
when i cry,whos there
no one really
cause it just happened.
no one sees anything more than me
but the surface which is blocking everything
else inside of me.
things that is so fragile.