my leg feels like crap
getting worst but yet
i can't do a effing thing bout' it.
i totally give up. rahh.

finally found out the song title
jay sean- maybe.
woohoo.

oh forgot the two china swimmers came to our school again
haha saw them today
thought was weird
well damn a lot of people were in our school today so ya.
i can't seem to find myself
as each day pass
i'm more hidden behind the wall of emotions
i know i'm cold to others now
i know i'm always in a daze
i know i'm getting quieter
day by day.
but i can't help it
i'm becoming like this and i don't know why
maybe because i hate being taken for granted as a friend
i hate being an idiot
i hate getting stand up.
to be cold,to be quiet,to not say a damn thing,
to not even response
i don't get hurt.i don't feel the anger.
i don't feel a damn thing
just numb.
sometimes i wanna stop being like this
sometimes i really want to be back to my old self
i just can't do it.simple can't.

you and me we drifted apart
do you even effing know?
i thought we were friends
but seriously i feel like such an idiot
you use me when you have no other
dump me aside when you got company
is this call friend?
now i don't feel like seeing you
don't wanna hear a damn word from you
wishing that i never knew you sometimes.
why are you effing doing this to me
sometimes i feel that i assume too much
sometimes sensitive
but sometimes i think its all true
cause i can see it with my own eyes
i don't wanna say childish things like you stealing friends
but once all those who were my best company in classes
seem to drift away as well.
maybe now i just don't care.
cause its a feeling i'm so used to.

6 more days to THE BIG GROOVE!


yokoi (electric trouble) solo
including Acky(3d crew)
yoshie(be bop crew)
hiro(alma)

damn dope video!