the biggest idiot of all
Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 11:26 PM
2 interviews for JPSAE
when i got there with Noreen
i realise i'm the biggest dumbass of all
i didn't bring the original copy of my results
apparently i didn't read the email carefully
so the person simply said
"oh we cannot verify"
so i couldn't have the interview
i was pissed at myself and upset
cause i just blew my chance at my first choice course
i don't even know how to tell my dad seriously
the whole day all i could think about was
how am i gonna get into LRM now.
amanda anya lee ya yu, what are you gonna do now
wake up.why were you so effing careless
piece of crap.useless?
yeah bro you're totally right
i can't do a damn thing about it
i doubt i even got a second shot at it
im screwed.
when my whole entire life career is like on this.
okay went to town for awhile
made my way to the airport to pick up the qatar people
the guy in charge malcolm was the nicest
the rest of the people don't talk
i slept in the whole bus ride
was dead tired
i slept in all my transport today
after checkin' them in
and waiting for their dinner to come
i went off
bernard fetch me to the mrt
and i had reunion dinner at commonwealth with my family
today is not a good day.
i pray that i get into LRM by JAE
pray.
permanent memory of you in my mind
it was simply seconds
yet i hoped it last a little longer
and it was the last time we'll ever meet.
i think i like you.