confusion day
Friday, January 2, 2009 @ 7:35 PM
you see this is what happened
i was approached by imodelsinternational about a week or two ago
the guy that approached me didn't give me much details
oh and his name was Sky.
just told me i can check the website about what his agency is all about
today a lady called me from the agency asking me to go for an interview tomorrow at 2pm
well at first i said okay
since i'm sort of underage cause 18 is the legal age
because i needed a parent or guadians above 18 consent and company
i told her i can't but she said nevermind i can go alone
i'm not used to this type of stuff
so i tried calling meixian and noreen to go with me
apparently they both can't
after much consideration i called them up and said i wasn't interested.
now i feel really bad to reject their offer
because the lady called me twice today and explained like everything
it's like an agency that grooms models and stuff
they're looking for free lance models and wanted to interview me to see if i'm suitable for the job
also they're looking for new faces.
and it's a proper company.pretty famous yeap
secondly,part of me wanted to go.but i know that model world isn't where i'm suppose to be
as much as it is like every girl's dream land to be dolled up nicely.
still it wasn't like me to do this kind of thing
besides, do i look like a model to you? i'm not THAT skinny,
and obviously i don't think i'm ALL that.
plus it's not a 100 percent i'll get the job
well even though it's a good opportunity and stuff
but it isn't where i belong
well actually i don't know that.
i just judge base on what i think
seriously i rejected it cause i wasn't sure what the hell was going on
i'm afraid,confuse and not sure how this whole thing works.
i think my self confident is really low too.
i don't know what is going on sigh
well those interested
check the web yeah
http://www.imodelsinternational.com/
the pasta place that i applied for called too
and the interview is on monday
seriously don't wanna go
i want the carrefour one to call faster.
please please god,make this work.