I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
speechless
Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 9:57 PM
new blog.
but i'm so stressed out now.
been working like hell this whole week
sometimes i jsut don't know what to say
so many things happening at the same time
the forgotten
this is the story of a girl
who was always left behind
friends.tsk.
they left her out,
she's always the last to know about something
family doesn't feel like family
what she always thought can be there for her
is never there
what she rely on is herself
but how strong can she be
she's only human
she thought, why should she live
when it felt like she doesn't exist
she thought if she's gone the world would be a better place.
so for months she thought of ways to end the pain in her heart
but yet she never ever find a suitable way
one day she couldn't take it anymore
she ran, and flew for seconds like a bird
and hit the ground with a silent boom
it's like she never existed.