i never thought things would turn out this way

School started
first day of school was already screwed up
came to school at 9AM and realise there's no lecture
my next class is only at 2PM.
GREAT=.=

Today was a fairly weird day
but not too bad
but i was really tired.

Tomorrow Modern is 6PM-10PM
still thinking whether to go or not.
too much on my mind
i don't know what i want
where to place my focus on.
what to do.
sometimes i think i'm going mad
but i know i'm not
i just stuck in between a lot of things
sigh
now should be the time to get moving with my school projects
but i'm thinking and worrying of dance.
i never need to think about track like this.
i wish i was a kid, and i never have to worry

i just wanna be happy
why is it something i can't reach
trying to laugh from the heart
doesn't seem to happen anymore
i feel like such a rediot