EXAMS ARE OVER!
LIKE FINALLY!

F&B was like i don't know man
i think i can pass
but i'm not too confident with my answers
just hope i pass overall and no supplementary papers!
F&B is really difficult to memorise
really. i think i can't memorise stuff
oh well! it's over!
let's not dwell on it too much.

anyway after F&B paper and Sentosa brief
my crazy but awesome class took 23 polaroids photo
we were getting heated up with the squeezing
but i love all you!
and thanks for an awesome year 1!
we're gonna be splitting class, and it's gonna be sucky!
but on the bright side, we'll still see each other!
though i don't hang out with y'all outside curriculum time
but i do feel bonded with y'all, and well a lot of fun,laughter,peace and joy
Gonna miss all of you! see y'all at the chalet or something!=)

then Jannson, Diana and myself head to Clarence's house
somewhere across the bedok reservoir yeap.
his house is nice too like Leslie's mansionate.
haha cool or what.
anyway people that were still there when 3 of us got there was
Xephry, ZY, Nic, Joycelyn, Stan, You jing and Yishu.
played blackjack at around 8PM
i lost $6. unlucky.
'fengshui' at wherever i was sitting was damn bad.

anyway tomorrow Code Edge! but never buy tickets
so i guess i'm not going
gonna miss out on NY and Neuron Crew from Korea
they're the only people i'm wanna watch
but it's okay! FTL was good enough=)
although chances like this don't come by all the time
it's alright. maybe it was just bad timing.

going out i suppose tomorrow!
slept at 3AM
i got cough and i feel shag.
goodbye world

i never knew i could like someone for so long

Thanks Diana for the photos!

AKA KIN'S popping workshop was DOPE
it was super fun
he's friendly, funny and ultra nice
plus his popping is dope
Boogaloo!
learn a lot of new stuff and popping motivation is back
"Don't Give Up" yeah?
when someonone asked a question,
and he replied Dance is his life
i was like woah, you can literally feel his words.
"A Dancer enjoys dancing, battle is just part of a dance culture"
Feel is the most important thing yeah
words of wisdom, really.
much to think about.
but it's all good=)

at first a lot of people didn't register
couldn't go
but thanks to YZ, all of just went anyway
the studio was like huge
don't understand why they don't let people
who didn't register attend
poor Malaysians they didn't follow us
and they went back home.
damn sad.

after that, went to eat with the poppers!
Diana went back, so i mixed around with Timo, Melise and Yi Zheng
our table was fun! haha
crazy people=)

today was a good day
except that i need to study! hahha!

Floor the Love!
Good luck everyone competing!
have fun!
i really like Floor the Love, cause the name is really meaningful
Its like just dance, throw it out to the floor
through passion for dance
my way of interpreting that is.

i feel like a total loser
i feel hopeless
i'm not even studying properly
it's cny and my room is like a rubbish dump
Amanda, you're fucking lazy
useless piece of crap
and all you can think about is..
i broke the promise to myself
disappointment sets in
predicting that i'm gonna screw up my exams
so is dance.
in life, you don't always get what you want
things don't go the way you want it to
just accpt the damn fact and move on.
Amanda, you should just die, really.
no one gives a shit about your fucking problems
it's karma i suppose, really it is.
sigh. if only it was mutual..

one of the few best people that i've ever met(:

my supposingly fruitful day seems to have went to waste
suppose to study really hard
but end up keep getting distracted
and my mind just wandered off
i need to buck up
sigh
where's the motivation when i need one
i never felt so not like studyingin quite awhile
the slacking feel kick in i suppose

thinking of you just makes me drift away from everything
i don't want to screw up my studies
i don't have much time left to study
i will stop thinking about you
i know i will have to
i promise myself, today is the last day
goodbye

it's like about 15 minutes before midnight
which means i'm turning 18 soon
i don't fear the number.
i just feel like i'm suddenly becoming like 20 years older
instead of a one year jump.

18 years of living
well i remember a lot of stuff
from being a little innocent kid
to loving sports, especially track
and ending up in tp currently.
i miss a lot of things
i know i regret doing and not doing certain things
but all that matters is that i cherished what i once had
and everyting remains good memories
bad memories are part of my life
every single horrible and embarassing moment
i do remember them, more clearly than the good ones.

today i thought about a lot of stuff
what if no one remembers my birthday?
what if i wasn't happy at all?
i guess i won't be extremely upset
i'm just glad i'm living, it's just a birthday
obviously like most people i wish to celebrate
i wish to the world it's my birthday(not literally)
but circumstances change and things happen
i just got to live with it right?

one thing i'm sure of is that the day would pass as quickly as it comes
so i hope i can make the best of it.

goodbye world
i just pray i'm happy