The crazy weeks are over, for now that is. Life hasn't been great, but i'm surviving. Busy as usual and i'm tired or this life i'm living. The thing is no one really understands. As much people say "anything you can talk to me" or "i'll be there when you need me", it never happens as far as i'm concern. It's just comforting words to say to you, to somehow make you feel better that "hey i've got your back". Initially, it feels good. But, when i think about it, it doesn't, it's all just false hope. The fact is, when people say that they don't mean it. When you're in trouble, they don't really care cause it doesn't concern them. They don't really want to listen to you either, they simply just don't know what to say.