Insane Moments

Between who you are and who you could be.

I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.

Saturday, April 23, 2011 @ 1:58 AM

believe

Sunday, April 10, 2011 @ 2:16 AM

It's because of you girls, I learnt to pick myself up each time I fall. I learnt to face all situations with a stronger heart. I learnt to be determine in everything that I do. I learnt to be happier even when I'm angry with a situation. I learnt to trust people once again. I learnt to control my temper. I learnt to believe in myself and that everything is gonna be alright. I learnt a lot and I know I will continue learning. Days are always simple, but you girls make a day the best it could be. I like it that way. Years down the road, i hope nothing will ever change.

what about now

Thursday, April 7, 2011 @ 9:28 AM

Sorry for the lack of updates. Just didnt have the time to do it and the mood.I started my internship recently, so it's been rather tiring. It's gonna be a 5 days work week for the next 5 months for me. Well, i'm trying to make the best out of it! I mean who likes working right. In this 5 months, i'm probably gonna miss out on a lot of stuff but I don't have a choice right.

Anyway, other than internship GEM 6: Celebrate Life, Celebrate Dance was just over. There were a lot of problems, good times and bad times during the whole preparation period. But, I learnt from it. I became stronger and I'm glad I managed to perform in GEM 6 at least. It was a meaningful experience for me and every single item really touched my heart. The finale when the video was played and we get to shine the lights was just awesome. I can feel something in my heart I can feel it symbolizes something. I don't know what it is but, i feel it.

A lot of crying this year cause I know that some way or another whatever Ryan and An An said, or whatever items you were in, relates to each and every person out there. Whatever Ryan and An An said during choreographers' talk really made everyone cried. Choreographers, we know we worked really hard to make it work and i'm glad we didn't give up(: I'm inspired by every single one of you in TPDE especially people who are closer to me. I've seen you guys grow and improve as a dancer and I'm really happy to see the club slowly growing. It has been one memorable GEM. Even the alumnis came back, not only did they dance they inspired the whole club and gave everyone an extra reason to dance.

This GEM taught me a lot as a dancer and as a person. I think I am stronger now and because of the theme of this concert I realize that there are people out there who are unfortunate in a lot of ways, but they can and have chosen to live life better. Why can't I do the same.

Nick Vujicic: It is scary to know how many people are just angry at lives because of their situation. It's a wakening call, it is time to try to make your own life better. I'm more motivated to dance now and through this concert, I realize how much I love dance and how much i'm willing to fight for it. Thank you everyone who helped me pull through all the nightmares of my life. I am grateful for it. I hope everyone would keep dancing in TPDE because all of you are amazing in your own ways.

Like I said before, I don't know how long i would dance for, i don't know how much i would improve, but i guess it's the moment right here and now that matters.

My crazy popping item(: Thank you for putting effort, thank you for the whole experience cause you guys never fail to brighten up my day the moment you guys dance. You guys have improved a lot and I really hope we would get a chance to work together again. I will always remember the 11 of you + Diana. much love(: We have stuck together for about two years. Each and everyone of you have inspired in your own little ways. All of you are amazing at what you do and I am grateful to have the bunch of you in my life. You guys are the people who keep pushing me to not give up and to keep dancing. Without you guys, I won't be dancing today and I wouldn't be where I am right now. So thank you for everything, much love my bros and sistas(: An's Kidz! Although we didn't train very long together, I can feel each and everyone of you while dancing the item.Every single one of us were just having fun and enjoying ourselves. Somehow, maybe we've got a chemistry. Even though it was only two official trainings but, I really enjoyed myself and I really love dancing with the 8 of you(: All of you are crazy dancers and I have learnt a lot from each and everyone of you. I hope we would share the stage once again. Much love(:

Finally, Thank you everyone who came to watch GEM 6 or in your own ways attempted to support us. Without you guys, we would be performing to empty chairs. I hope all of you got inspired too(:

I haven't been training for track so I need to somehow make time for it. I miss my girls and the crazy sprints group very much. K, I know you're having a rough time right now, sorry I can't meet you as often as I would like to. But, I want you to be strong and I know you are. It's just a matter of time before you can laugh like you've never been wounded. Hope you'll be fine soon. Love ya.

House session tonight(: