I know I should stay away, but I can't help it. I know I don't mean a thing to you, but i'm still hoping. I know it's impossible, but i'm still wishing. I told myself, not to wish, not to hope because I don't wanna hurt anymore.

Don't wish, don't start

Wishing only wounds the heart

I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl

There's a girl I know

He loves her so

I'm not that girl

I don't know how long it took me the courage to accept the fact that you're gone, I guess i never really accepted the fact. Every since you left, everywhere I went I could somehow imagine you there especially in school. When I close my eyes, memories of you just floods my mind. Memories from Thai sports school games, Sports school, in TP, Track trainings, your singing, your dorky laughter, the way you made fun of everyone, just everything. None of your friends, none of us could accept the fact that you left.Although, we weren't that close after awhile, the fact that we knew you on a personal level was heartbreaking. To my cohort, you're like the big brother of track, you know that? We looked up to you when we were in sec one, hoping someday we'll get to the top too. You were the fun, the joker, the laughter, the retarded dorky dude, the rocker, the big brother and friend to us all. You left us lots of good memories to cling on to, it's just surreal that you left us, just like that.

Attending your wake and funeral was the most difficult thing all of us, as friends had to do. But, it was the least we could do for you. How could we look at you lying in that box lifeless.You left too quickly and suddenly Dom, you had a whole life ahead of you waiting for you to just rock it out. Even when you're gone, memories of you made us laugh and cry at the same time. When it was said that you were always singing 'Qing Fei De Yi' in camp, it was just a pleasant memory of you singing it, I remember the trackers used to always sing it in SSP. I know you wouldn't want all of us to live in pain, you would want us to rock our lives just like you. I guess we're all healing in our own ways, slowly but surely. Just so you know, you will always be remembered Dom, you'll live in our hearts and memories like you never left. I guess all of us miss you Dom, I hope you're rocking in heaven like you would have done on earth. Please bless us from up above to have the strength to move on and live everyday to the fullest.

RIP Dom, SuperflyDom. 17th April, i'll always remember

GEM 7: The Lost Race. The lost of human race to be exact. With technology advancing like the speed of light who knows what would really happen. Will androids really be all around? Whatever the future may bring, the human race won't be lost as long as we stay true to what we are and what makes us humans; emotions and feelings (i guess). This year's Gem had even lesser time than previous years, though our dance wasn't top notch and could have been way better, really happy TPDE still put on a pretty good show! My last Gem as a TP student, future Gem would be alumni already. Although the experience wasn't as awesome as previous years and many people i'm close to didn't participate in it, i still manage to enjoy myself somewhat and talk to people i never thought i would even speak to. I got to know more about a lot of juniors and those that were my hi-bye friends. Sometimes, the people who are in your clique or you thought you're close with may not always be there, but if you open up to others i guess you'll discover more about other people that you never thought you'll click with. Surprisingly, i did 4 items- popping, opening item, Anan's item and house-, first time TPDE had a house item and i'm part of it, really happy that Ivan manage to push through this house item. It's the item i enjoyed most this year, though we're damn messy and stuff but it was really great fun. My other item are technically or visually amazing, though i preferred my Gem 6 popping item people and An an's item people(also the extremely crazy fun choreo), i still enjoyed myself in all my items this year(: Lastly, Thank you Ryan, Anan, TPDE and the audience for everything in Gem 7 and for some Gem 5 & 6 too. Photos are more memories sake, below are some, the rest are in Facebook. Much love to everyone.