the end is near
Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 6:30 PM
going back school later
meeting noreen and meixian for dinner
didn't study much today
cause felt really tired
but did something at least.
lazy to post stuff dont know what to talk about.
elliot yamin- movin' on
listen to it its nice(:
im trying to get his album.
rahh
a step at a time
1:24 AM
its morning already and im using the com
nice.
and im telling myself to wake up at 9am
to study.
smart..
haha.
studied today with trisha at starbucks
i finished history and physics
and did like 15 questions or chemistry
slow progress..
then went for dinner with family
at sembawang
the food was good
ate crab,prawn,fish head and stuff like that
everything was nice
but the crab was weird
or maybe cause i felt really sick today.
oh well..
prelims is like in two weeks or less
totally not prepared.
this sucks.
oral is this tuesday
im still having cough
with all the phlegm and stuff stuck
im so dead.
haha.
someone told me 2.4 this week
i dont want to run
can i get defer.
i dont really care
the moment i exercise
i start coughing like im going to die
how do i survive 2.4..
i would pay a person $2 to help me run..
haha like thats going to happen..
tomorrow going back to school
feel like shopping.rahh.
or should i save money first.
havent dance for 2 weeks
feel so shag.
can someone check did i use singlish here?
cause i need to speak proper english
for oral.
typing without singlish is a good start(:
nice.
and im telling myself to wake up at 9am
to study.
smart..
haha.
studied today with trisha at starbucks
i finished history and physics
and did like 15 questions or chemistry
slow progress..
then went for dinner with family
at sembawang
the food was good
ate crab,prawn,fish head and stuff like that
everything was nice
but the crab was weird
or maybe cause i felt really sick today.
oh well..
prelims is like in two weeks or less
totally not prepared.
this sucks.
oral is this tuesday
im still having cough
with all the phlegm and stuff stuck
im so dead.
haha.
someone told me 2.4 this week
i dont want to run
can i get defer.
i dont really care
the moment i exercise
i start coughing like im going to die
how do i survive 2.4..
i would pay a person $2 to help me run..
haha like thats going to happen..
tomorrow going back to school
feel like shopping.rahh.
or should i save money first.
havent dance for 2 weeks
feel so shag.
can someone check did i use singlish here?
cause i need to speak proper english
for oral.
typing without singlish is a good start(:
just changed my blogskin
find it simple and nice
credits to dancingsheep
although the song isn't really to my liking
find it a little loud
but its okay
its by click five
lazy to change it
trying it out
been searching for blogskin that is simple
for days.
finally found this(:
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
national day 08
Sunday, August 10, 2008 @ 1:03 AM
celebrated national day in school
as per normal we sang like mad. ahah
after that in the afternoon to at night
went for
CANADIAN OLYMPIC RECEPTION
at paradiz centre
totally awesome had a great time there
although i was sorta tired after the whole thing
reach home at 12.
got to meet people like carline muir, 400m sprinter
pole vaulter kelsie, gary reed the 800m champion
and many more of course..
heres the link to this year's
canadian olympic track team profile
http://www.olympic.ca/Beijing2008/EN/Athletes/All/Athletics/searchResults.htm
cool(:
pictures:
today was absolutely..
i dont know boring or just typical
its national day so
happy 43rd birthday singapore!
met mariam,jannah, noreen plus some other people
at city hall around 5
apparenlt mariam and noreen were late so its like 6pm
walk around marina,suntec watch fire works
the end.
ate billy bombers for dinner
cause i was pretty much starving
after not eating the whole day.
meixian met noreen and i after that.
walked around marina square
and some fighting incident happened
there was blood along the corridor
so the police blocked of the area.
wonder what happened?..
went off at 11pm reach home around 12pm
tomorrow..study..
im dead tired now.rahh
maybe it just aint that bad
Thursday, August 7, 2008 @ 4:21 PM
well on the dot 10/20
haha.
had another surprise maths quiz.
thanks a lot miss kelly! haha
on the topics that i do not know.
read the papers just now
calvin kang is taking part in 100m(:
go calvin!
and i do hope liu xiang wins hurdle(:
pictures for nationals 08
(sorry a bit slow) haha theres more to come..
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Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart
Of what it means to know just who I am
I think I've finally found a better place to start
But no one ever seems to understand
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far
You're the voice I hear inside my head,
the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need,
the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Oh yeah
Yeah yeah
You're the remedy
I'm searching hard to find
To fix the puzzle that I see inside
Painting all my dreams the color of your smile
When I find you It will be alright
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far
You're the voice I hear inside my head,
the reason that I'm singingI need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need,
the song inside of meI need to find you
I gotta find you
Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say
Spending all my time, stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I wanna be
Oh next to you... and you next to me
Oh I need to find you... yeah
You're the voice I hear inside my head,
the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you (I need to find you)
I gotta find you (yeah, yeah)
You're the missing piece I need,
the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
(x2)
Yeah Yeah!
I gotta find you
lost.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008 @ 3:40 PM
like seriously
i need a portal to say what i need to say.
broke down in physics class once again
i need to control my emotions
i realise what i once understand
wasn't what i understand now
i realise there's so many missing pieces in my mind
some of the pieces somehow just flew away
some are just hidden from me
unable to access it
i find it so hard to carry on
so hard to keep that fighting spirit inside of me
so difficult to just bring myself to even..try..
typing this post makes me wanna tear once again
but i know if i don't let the feeling go away
it'll be here to stay.
i just need to find that one link to physics.
somehow its so different.
why can't i just find the link to it
why can i easily just know what a person say about another subject
but never physics
feels like a stranger..
i don't know if i can make it
when everyone say i can..
just cause my other subjects are alright
but its different this time.
i know i was never as smart as my bro
but i was always willing to try
to change that..
i guess my parents sometimes wonder
how can my bro be so smart
but im so like..stupid
i wonder too ya know.
now i know maybe i should stop trying.
cause i think i've reach the end where all these started.
came across a quote from nicholas sparks book
a walk to remember
here it goes:
Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited
It is never rude or selfish
It does not take offense and is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth.
It is always ready to excuse,to trust, to hope and endure whatever comes
brain dead
Tuesday, August 5, 2008 @ 4:26 PM
had social studies test
well i pretty much don't know how to do
blank out when i got the stupid paper.
rahh.
damn tired today
slept at 12 plus yesterday
woke up when piriyah was flipping her papers
or packing her stuff next door at 7 in the morning
went back to sleep like 5 minutes
after that woke up again
and couldn't go back to sleep
knocked out in chemistry class and ss test
chem class was like doing mcq or something
totally couldn't think.
i think im stress.
i still cant let go.
do i ever cross your mind in the warm sunshine?
if only you knew
which you never will..
its a song i really like for now(:
gotta find you by the jonas brothers
its ending
Saturday, August 2, 2008 @ 7:32 PM
that my one week holiday
is ending. rahh.
okay now im borrowing noreen's com
again.
at her house studying
im left with 2 ss and english essays
dread it..
big time.
crap
okay went for dance class before this
danced to shawty get loose.
woohoo
nice but fast
rahh
still sick
so i guess i was extremely blur during the class
had lots of locking stuff.
well i concentrated on not fainting rather then the moves
singfest is today and tomorrow
but so broke to go
haha.
tomorrow maybe meet cousin to buy shoes
im so a shoe addict(:
got to check in school by like 11?
so thats cool.
can go school not on sunday
noreen's having tuition now. haha
im entertaining myself with her com.
i miss you
i really really do
wanna see you do what you do once again.
i know you dont feel nothing
i know i never crossed your mind
i know im not part of anything you do.
im not suppose to fall for you
not suppose to think about anything
that why im learning to fall
and let go.
why do i keep breaking something im suppose to keep
i was suppose to not hope
not let it get too high
and take a hard fall
for you i will.
only you.
i just wish you all the best
i will just support you from the back
cause deep down i know no matter how hard i try
to let go..this time its different.
its harder than before.
i wish sometime i could say it straight to you
i like you.
but i just can't.