one word: insulted
two words: pissed off
three words:i am stress

track dance track dance track dance

if i can't compete, why track
if i suck, why dance.

when i don't even have the chance
why bother
maybe cause some things i just can't let it go
it's part of me, part of who i am

went out with chloe today
mainly to buy shirts
managed to buy two tshirts and it's within my budget
that's cool
but for XL it's still kinda not THAT baggy
it's okay.
now i sort of need jeans or pants

watched 17 again
the show is pretty awesome i gotta say
came home afetr the movie

tomorrow got school!
rahh.
not going xuehui's cause Alisha got ballet
and i don't feel like going without her!
oh gosh i miss xuehui's class
sigh.
should i go mass workshop?
but i wanna go shohei's master class!
gosh
no money
i still have to pay for tpde this week
SIGH

and before i forgot
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MUMS
sometimes saying it out is harder than it looks
sorry mum
things are just more complicated than it looks
and i'm not the person you think i am.
you just don't know me

i wish i see you tomorrow

saturday was like a total rest day
i didn't do anything but stay home
damn slack
im so lazy to even study
amanda you're useless.

talked to auntie online just now!
he's coming back later today 4.30pm
sorry can't go to the airport
wayy to far!
but remember to tell me about japan osn!
he called me a locking noobie
haha which is true!
gosh need to buck up!
auntie says locking is good for control of movement
is it true?
oh well faster faster come back i want to know about japan osn=))

the whole point of me going modern is for movement control
affecting hip hop so badly
rahh.

EXAMS ARE COMING
AMANDA..
1)YOU NEED TO STUDY.
2)NEED CLOTHES BUT NO MONEY
3)NEED TO PAY FOR DANCE

i'm thinking of you.
dreaming of you felt so real.

today had RHT lecture at 9AM
quite stupid seriously
the tutorial questions are tough though
err dislike RHT.

then 1K05 guys have like a sprinting competition
are they hyper or what?
oh well Aliff won the 100m
Gary won the 400m
hilarious but awesome.

slaked around the library
before BCS
woohoo phyllis not here, so the relief was one of our lecturers
and she's very very nice
cause we ended not at 5pm but 4 plus!

session with diana,junyi,shawn(or shaun) plus alisha
noreen and cheryl was there too
i didn't do much cause never play hiphop music
and my speakers are screwed.
learnt popping from diana though ahaha

oh did i mentioned i got into modern and hiphop!
exciting i know
but i didn't feel the excitement though
some of us didn't get in.
gosh so weird like incomplete.
but anyway session and jiayou together even though not all of us are in TPDE!
have to pay for classes sign,in TPDE also must pay
i guess i'm not going for modern
don't have enough money=(

money is such a problem.
sign.

been seeing you a lot lately
don't know who you are
but just seem to be happy seeing you

the last time since i blog feels very long
damn tired
school is leveling up yo

okay dance audition results out tomorrow!
damn nervous okay!
hope i get in=/

today class ended like 2PM
cause APEL got shift forward when intHT got cancelled
damn stupid
earlier i know i don't come so early

hang out with the guys in 1K05
felt really comfortable cause they're so fun

after that trained at 3PM
cause i thought noreen ends at 5PM
actually she end at 6PM!
omGOSH
oh well i manage to waste some time in the gym
i felt damn dumb
cause the machines were so weird
some i don't even know how to use
the stuff i wanna use, they apparently don't have like our ssp gym
i miss sports school's gym!
bad experience
no wonder i was so scared to go in the first place!

i need to blog better stuff
my english is getting damn crappy!
gosh.

morning had hip hop auditions
'cui'
freestyle is a failure
doubt i can get in.
demoralizing.

slack in school until 5 plus 6
then 'chiong' to meet melanie,cheryl,alisha and their friend
when reach scape realise it's full
so watched from outside
melanie and i was like the enthu ones

congrats to
Chao Zhong and Jiarui
Luqman and Jean
Ronald and Robin
Andy and Andy
and all those who get into the Top 8

this year, standard definitely went up
damn zai.

ate with tpde people
then left for home.

BCS assignment instructions is like not even clear
confuse like everyone
i just do what i think i'm suppose to do
i just wanna finish this last minute assignment fast and pass

today i realise ahem* have no life
and i don't like person ahem*
irritates me.gosh
feel so much more comfortable with Divya,Meixian and Noreen
the moment i'm with them or other holqa people i started laughing at least
holqa dua dua love=)

AUNTIE IS GOING JAPAN ON SATURDAY FOR JAPAN OSN!
gosh and i thought it was in june
yes i know i slow can, call me slow tortoise uncle
somemore.
hmph.
for someone who spells tortoise wrongly somemore.haha!
his flight 1AM
going for one week with partner danny
locking locking yo.
auntie so cool and sort of famous.
all i can say, i admire you. haha!
you are dope
and i'll miss talking to you!=)
i'll talk to you in japan if you come online.
hahaha!
doubt you'll ever read this.
but good luck and take care yo!
dua dua love auntie!

later today meeting noreen to borrow her laptop for BCS
and sort of shopping
doubt i would shop..like seriously shopping
but oh well nevermind.
oh and i bought my sock thingy
im still looking for my damn cap
and im broke
gosh.

pray hard i finish BCS
and pray i get into TPDE with my friends=)