so tired these days
3 days of sleep= 12 hours
i miss my one day 12 hours sleep
screw projects
the only reason i hate school would be cause of effing projects
you suck big time, projects!

can't wait for holidays!
all i can think of is dance and more dance
i still love track i know it
but just too lazy to train
maybe it's a good time for a change
if i had trained for track, if i had went to the national throws coach
i wonder where would i be
would i be at world youth right now.

oh well, life is pretty good now
just screw projects okay. haha

still fretting over what to get auntie
it's difficult to get rich people presents, i swear.
i've been complaining a lot of rubbish to auntie
thank goodness he's not easily pissed off kind
he said he don't mind when i said i'm sorry.
oh well.thank you very much!

another long day i should sleep a little earlier.

Last lesson of APEL today woohoo
RHT im lost, this shows i cannot skip lecture again
IntHT lecture was okay
Org Beh was damn slack, lesson only one hour

went to session at open studio today
super weird
cause alot of seniors
i'm like the only junior
lucky got nic, he's junior but year 3.
thanks martin for the guidance, you're dope yo.
the music being played is nice except at times it's weird
could tell i wasn't going full out but just marking through
a bit 'paiseh'
but oh well.
the feel was good overall, could feel the music and stuff

sadly i got no money couldn't go ahhua's
hope alisha you enjoyed yourself
i know you could have lent me money
but i feel really bad about it.
i shall just keep sessioning.

left school around 9.30pm
reach home like 11
finishing eating dinner at 11.30
bathe at around 11.45pm
super late.

shall go sleep soon i'm tired
i shall session.be hardworking

this is a late post, well it's always a late one
i need money.i'm poor
control desires, i'll pull it through
starve if i have to.

yes i did BCS!!
thanks Eugene for going starbucks with me
good luck for chinese oral! hahaha=)

tomorrow got school
boring!
open studio!
YAY can session!=)
i want to dance

Auntie's party on 26th
must remember
rich kiddo make me so stress
cause i don't know what to buy as a present
at the present moment
i have to be very creative
creative juices please start functioning!
pray Diana can go with me!
please please!

and money please fall from the sky
cause i need it badly!

i want the nike high cut i saw!
ARGH

had TPDE training in the morning
YAY for ah hua! she's dope dope dope,
woohoo!

then session with Diana at TCC
it's must cooling than sports hall whee
YAY she teach me popping, i likey=)
thanks Diana, it's really great to session with you and hang around
and talk about all sorts of stuff!

met Chloe to watch Transformers: revenge of the fallen
the movie was AWESOME
worth $10. super dope.
go Prime haha! i hate you decepticons!
stupid megatron, should just blast your face off.
saw a lot of people today!
like Shahrir and Jared with the other AYG guys!
they are gonna watch transformers too! haha!
saw the soccer seniors from SSP
saw Marissa
saw holqa joleen
saw Welson too.
nice day.
i want the nike high cut!
it's dope
i want $160

later today gotto work on BCS draft
screw BCS you're an irritating subject
hate you.
im tired.

Gina!!


MR SHAHRIR the garfield who got 3rd for 100m=)



today went acer in the morning
waste my trip
if not can sleep longer
turns out my touch pad is fine
just locked it by accident or something

went AYG for track at bishan
reach there in time for shahrir's race
although it wasn't his best,
but still good race and got a medal=)
good job shahrir!
see i went to support you! haha
the winner was some cute small guy from japan
Nashimoto Masaki.

the rest of the races was exciting too
it was really great to see all the juniors again
THANKS GINA FOR THE TICKET=)
and don't worry i won't forget you!
jannah,mariam,aqhari,gail,alicia and ama was there too
great seeing them!

i miss sports school a lot
never regretted going there!
maybe at times i grumble i hated some stuff
but memories there are unique and special
we're like one big family in there
walking to every part of the school feels like im right at home
knowing every single person.
safe and secure
really a home away from home
now that im outta there getting used to life outside of sports school
but it's really hard
there used to be where i hide from all my troubles
where i can get away from problems at home
now i have to face it.
i miss the place i could hide.

tomorrow dance training!
can't wait!
haven't dance the whole week!
thanks auntie for encouragement and stuff
and listen to me whine.

did project in the morning
i doubt it's very productive
but all of us were very dead.
hmmm suppose to watch ayg
but change of plans.

came home manage to catch brother Jared's race on TV
woohoo 5th! good job although it wasn't as good as the heats
but well done, and you did Singapore proud!=)
tomorrow i shall go.yay!

wanted to session but damn lazy.
need to start practising already!
that's what auntie said. haha
been talking to auntie a lot lately!
probably because i'm having bad days and moods lately
talking to auntie is good
feels great, a lot of fun and laughter.
even though he doesnt know that im having a bad day and he always makes my day
his class course starts on sunday!
and i got no money!
thanks=.= always like that.
shall learn soon

AMANDA MUST WORK HARDER FOR DANCE.
everything will get better..
just forget everything and go for it.