thank you for keeping me awake and making me laugh
while i'm doing my project


woke up at 7am
late for OB lecture
so tired.
did like project for the 3 hour break
then had commskills
did some impromptu presentation cause we totally forgot about it
but our group did quite okay surprisingly.haha

group meeting after commskills awhile then
print notes at lab plus go bookshop buy paper and files
then went home
the bus bloody crowded.

bukit panjang plaza the whole shopping centre close?
lucky when i went there subway was still open could buy dinner
wonder what happen

did project, trying not to sleep
thanks to klock with good entertainment
i doing project look what he made me do

Kenneth K-Lock
your bro home?

[AlphaTheta] amanda seraphina.
Yes why?
he's next door hahhaa

Kenneth K-Lock
ooh
ok
eh
ask him if he confirm Going my bd bbq?

[AlphaTheta] amanda seraphina.
haha you dont have him on msn meh?

Kenneth K-Lock
i lazy
you Go ask leh

[AlphaTheta] amanda seraphina
WALAO
LATER HE SCOLD ME THEN I SMACK YOU AH

Kenneth K-Lock
ok
haha

[AlphaTheta] amanda seraphina.
stupid auntie make me do this type of thing
=.="
wait

[AlphaTheta] amanda seraphina.
he made some weird cat alike and say okay going going
haha
cause he forgot the date

Kenneth K-Lock
LOL
wah lau
you GOt remind him?
haha
quick
ltr he comes this sunday
then die

[AlphaTheta] amanda seraphina. Lol
yes i got remind him la!
haha
see look how funny you ah when you're kan chiong
haha

Kenneth K-Lock
LOL
wth

im tired but i shall blog
suppose to be doing my work
but brain is dead
late post once more

school was normal
session at night
but i think it's a ultimate failure
zen,diana and nic was there

shall i go studio wu at night
for popping and locking
i want, but i only can pick one
cause i got not much money
sigh.
i think locking is oh so funky.
and i think i would enjoy it very much
popping is cool.
haha
hip hop is groovy
and house is damn fun
must must learn these four styles!

org beh lecture, commskills tutorial
kill me
project for org beh and commskills on friday dead line
org beh is screwed cause the teacher keep asking us to play by ear
WTF.

im tired.
ta ta world.

Sunday
went to Jaslyn's house for project
it was good i guess
quite productive
at least we're in the right direction
never waited for almost two hours for people to come
never waited that long in my life
but wasn't angry or anything
cause situation occurs.

congrats Auntie for getting 2nd place
in the dance fusion battle
dope dope!
silly person sound so happy, cause he felt it was unexpected
though i wasn't surprise
Jannson joined too, but wasn't top 16 i think
but good job at least it was a good experience

school later
session or ahhua's class?
amanda your dance is becoming stagnant
especially hip hop
the feel for it is starting to fade
too many external factors to explain
you need a chill pill.
faking a smile is so hard.

had dance in the morning
effing lousy
Wtf was i doing.
control your emotions amanda,
it's affecting every single shit you do.
f*ck it.

am i meant to dance
can i do it.
maybe my bro is right
i shouldn't be dancing.
cause that's what i thought on the way home today.
your hip hop still sucks after one year,amanda.
haven't been progressing.
just quit,will you, can you bear with it?

went to eat lunch with jannson,zen,elijah,clarence and kenneth
funny people.
it was fun.

Jannson accompanied me to popping today
thank you very much
michelle was there too
oschool was kinda empty
enjoyed myself
even though i was scared.
but could get most of the stuff even though i couldn't understand sometimes
can't do the roll thing.
aaron went too, he's super hilarious.
thank you for the nice talk before class!

head back to tp for holqa's sports day.
so much for 30 people
but still had loads of fun
with basketball.
my team won i think
kc,isaac,shawn,zhihao
dope people all can shoot hoops like nobody's business
the only girls was me and suyi
thank you kayla lau mei xian for waiting for me
thank you for accompanying me and hear me talk rubbish
thank you for making me happy
hope your groin is okay
much loves.

don't have a smiley face, cause i don't feel like smiling

the world is full of fake people which is f*cking irritating
this is a bad blog post with bad words

diana and me

RHT was absolutely confusing
BCS was plain boring.
stone for one hour

met divya for awhile she accompanied me to eat
was really great talking to her after not seeing her about a week
well sports school is really safe, tp is not
it's cause you don't know the people in tp at all
they may be your friends, in your clique
but how well do you actually know them
it's really scary
like wolf in sheep skins
and they're so different
they can suddenly treat you non existent all of a sudden
shan't go on.

im glad noreen,divya and meixian are in tp with me
our friendship would go on a long time
we know each other all too well
inside out, bad habits,sleeping habits.
really lucky to have known you guys
we've been through bad times and good times together
all our negative stuff,we have overcome it.
accepted each other in everyway.
and i can tell you guys like really anything.
awesome, love you peeps
study hard!

sessioned with the person in the picture with me,Diana
at TCC today
it was pretty okay
i pretty much practiced like popping hits all the way
damn tiring.
but i learnt one thing today
how to so called move my legs properly for popping
haha.but never practised just understand
thanks diana! and your popping is not lousy!!

can't believe i waited for 960 for like 40 minutes!
GOSH
thank god the bus was empty
cause a off service bus
start servicing at our stop.

hip hop training later.
YAY
but combined class,super a lot of people
BOO.

should i go holqa's sports day?
should i go oschool?

meow
this cat is a happy cat.
living in "auntie's" house. haha
random thought

today didn't have school, well no classes at least
but have to go school for project today
really tired.
almost couldn't get up in the morning and almost missed my stop.

project meeting doesn't seem productive
well it was moderate
we always progress really slow but yet on time
which is scary
today things felt a lil better.
probably cause it's like a break day for me

wanted to rush home and go to oschool
but wanted a good rest i suppose
and i need lots of self control
i need to stop spending so much.
so i keep giving up stuff that i want.
need more discipline.
when circumstances change, i need to change myself too.

when i got home i drop dead on my bed while waiting
for my mum to buy me dinner
sleep feels good
i likey.

tomorrow is a long day
go amanda
then it's saturday, you get to dance!

i finally blog on time.

i like the way things are now
but yet so afraid i'll fall for you
well i doubt i would, just afraid.

listen

what is it with these few days
i just want things to be normal again
maybe i don't fucking care about how people treat me
but sometimes when you have so many things going on
you do have to care.

i can't find a time when i'm not thinking of the problems im facing
besides the time that im sleeping
being awake now is hell, is a nightmare.
i just wanna run away.

things are gonna be like that for a long time
i act like im fine
but everything is not.
i just wanna laugh like im the happiest person on earth
i just want a good laugh, one that actually feels real.

my feet hurts after modern,thanks ryan for the class
the mj song man in the mirror was a wakening call.

thanks auntie once more.