choosing
Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 11:58 PM
whip it!
Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 10:15 PM
picture from google
Let me start by saying, please ignore my previous so called "emo" post. i don't even know who on earth i was talking about. Anyone who feels i am talking about them, please do not take it to heart, i'm probably just scolding thin air because i really no idea who it was directed to.
Moving on, today i went out with Divya and Mei Xian aka Kayla. We decided to watch Whip It, it was a totally AWESOME movie! Please go and watch it! After that we just walked around aimlessly because we have no idea what to do. After D left, K and I were walking around Raffles City because she wanted to get a bag. She didn't want to go home without a new bag. At the end of the day, her mum didn't allow her to buy a new bag, i ended up getting a bag that she was considering for the price of $55.90. I think it was on impulse somehow, i do like the bag and definitely in need of a bag that is approximately that size(small). It's from Assessorize. Everything is so expensive there. I'm surprise i even bought something from there. I saw a pouch that i really like, which looks like it's worth $5. It actually cost $21.90. Thank goodness i did not buy it. K suggested we should go Daiso. Maybe we should.
That's all for update, hope tomorrow will be a good day.
changes
2:31 AM
is me or is it people around me
i try to ignore it
push the feeling away
but it seems all i've been trying to do
is run away from the truth.
i feel so forgotten these days
it really sucks when you treat people as your friend
and they treat you like a nobody
sometimes i wonder are you really my friend?
or are you just saying it cause i'm there?
or for the sake of saying it?
i rather people just tell me straight to my face
then give me some shitass lies or treat me non-existence
when i'm just right in front of your fucking face.
really, if you don't want me there just tell me,
saves your time and mine.
applies to all.
i don't want to be an idiot, who is obviously not welcome
and there getting cold shoulders.
it's been weeks, really i hate it.
and you think i'm stupid not to know anything?
you guys are the ones that saying the latest happenings in front of me
and you guys can go "oh no one tell you?"
please stop being a hypocrite and get the fuck away.
shedding tears, god knows whether is it real
and the whole world just surround you
you've got every fucking shit in your life
i have nothing, not even a full family at home for 5 minutes.
when i cry no one sees, no one knows.
what i have is my pillow, bolster, bed and an empty house to lean on.
friends or no friends, i really don't even know who are my friends
i trust only the closest, the ssp.
cause i know you guys got my back.
laugh all you want, is it really that funny, come to think of it.
just fuck my life.really.
it would really be awesome if it ends right now.
Sand Toe Sa
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 11:58 PM
damn lazy to type name. sorry.
was just a slack day!
and i dropped my camera!
omg, i screamed in the toilet
cause it got caught with my shorts when i was changing
and it flipped, fell on the ground
ouch.
and the side chipped a little bit
i am sad.
thank goodness there is the cover.
ate Subway for dinner! woohoo!
slept in the bus!
tomorrow 10AM in school for costume claim!
GOOD LUCK CROSS COUNTRY PEOPLE!(:
i decided to read conversation history today
somehow i could laugh
i just wish we could always talk like that.
i wish you notice.
Update: GEM 5 and Flair Production
Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 9:41 PM
haven't been updating.
so now i shall do a long post to make up for it.
Friday and Saturay was GEM 5 : The Labyrinth, TPDE production
We only had 2 weeks plus to 3 weeks, to prepare for the concert
it was scary, stressful, painful and definitely exhausting.
complains, grumbles and unhappiness about everything existed of course,
because not only do we have to worry about dance and formations,
also the props, which were huge and complicated.
but i'm really happy that we made it!
we put up a pretty good show for the audience!(:
really have to thank a lot of people, cause without them
i never would have make it, neither the concert.
so now i shall do a long post to make up for it.
Friday and Saturay was GEM 5 : The Labyrinth, TPDE production
We only had 2 weeks plus to 3 weeks, to prepare for the concert
it was scary, stressful, painful and definitely exhausting.
complains, grumbles and unhappiness about everything existed of course,
because not only do we have to worry about dance and formations,
also the props, which were huge and complicated.
but i'm really happy that we made it!
we put up a pretty good show for the audience!(:
really have to thank a lot of people, cause without them
i never would have make it, neither the concert.
i don't know how long i would be in TPDE,
but really enjoyed this concert.
1) Ryan, Gin and An An
Thank you for helping to put everything together with the transitions and all.
For giving us awesome advices to help us improve.
Also, constantly motivating each and everyone,
making concert less stressful and more fun.
2) TPDE
Everyones' effort, regardless in props or dance played a part into making GEM 5 a success. It has been a wonderful and memorable journey. Maybe due to the time constraint of the concert, it brought us closer and stronger than before.
Thank you(:
1) Ryan, Gin and An An
Thank you for helping to put everything together with the transitions and all.
For giving us awesome advices to help us improve.
Also, constantly motivating each and everyone,
making concert less stressful and more fun.
2) TPDE
Everyones' effort, regardless in props or dance played a part into making GEM 5 a success. It has been a wonderful and memorable journey. Maybe due to the time constraint of the concert, it brought us closer and stronger than before.
Thank you(:
3) Choreographers: Joey, Jun Wei, Keith and Shauna
Thanks for everything you have taught me.
I learnt a lot of stuff from each of you.
and would really look forward to learning from you guys again, if there are other chances
(:
4) Bro and Sis.
you probably know who you guys are, maybe you don't feel special.
but in some ways, you guys are, inside my heart.
for fun, laughter, sadness or tiredness, we share with each other.
grumbles and worries we share it too.
i know i can always count on you guys.
Thank you so much for everything, for always being there whenever things happen.
May our love for dance continue to grow and all of keep dancing together(:
5)) K/MX, N, D, G and M
Thank you guys for coming down to support(:
though it's not a track competition, maybe it's something you probably don't really know how to appreciate. but really appreciate that you make the effort to come and watch me perform, for always supporting me no matter what decisions i make.
i don't know if i'll ever get back on the track, but if i don't. i know you guys will be there always.
MX, N and D, friends till the end yeah? i remember we always talk about when we grow old and our teeth falls, we'll laugh about all the nonsense we do in our teens.haha!
6) Everyone that came to support or gave moral support
Thank you(: greatly appreciate it!
Putting aside GEM 5, i watched Flair Nation Production on Sunday
It was a prety good showcase i got to say.
Good job guys(: Really improved from the last time i saw all of you(:
went to eat with the poppers after that! fun fun(:
after train-ing to bugis, saw Mei Qi, Jean Tan, Ah foong and Timothy at the bus stop
they look so tired cause of the i am the system vetting!
rest well guys!
i didn't go anywhere today, stayed home the whole day
it rained heavily, which was really sad!
but oh well, it was a good rest day(:
update soon. toodles people!
GEM 5
Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 1:12 AM
probably a short post.
it's late i know.
GEM 5 is like later, i'm not ready
well at least i feel my item isn't
but still we have to chiong and try to put up a good show
don't know what to be scared of
but it'll be a good experience
really dreading the make up part.
anyway, thank you to those who are coming!
and those giving moral support
appreciate it.
and goodbye world, for now.
i'm just throwing all the bad stuff aside for now.
still here
Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 11:00 PM
I bought a new camera today at the IT fair. $500. oh well. I manage to get my refund from studio wu, so i'm quite relieve in a sense. I'm still trying to think of a place where i can learn house dancing.
Long week, i suppose i should get my beauty sleep. May the night fall beautifully before the sun rise once again. Toodles and i shall update soon.