I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
hey mister it's really really nice to meet ya
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 3:46 PM



finally blogging again
i'm not gonna let this place die
but i've just been really really lazy these days

my weekend was a funky one.
R16 on saturday was dope.
well done to everyone!
Congrats to the winners(:
DJ mulder, Pop jj and Locking khan! woohoo.
the only sad thing was that there were very little audience
and it was dead quiet, even though tyron and jacky was super entertaining as MCs
i literally could hear the insects and birds when i'm clapping
went to eat with the poppers after that, and i missed my last bus
stupid bus uncle, didn't want to open the door for me and drove off
no sense of kindness at all. tsk

What The Funk vol 10 was dope too
GB Dynamic Jun was the judge.
Diana psycho-ed me to join.
so i did. didn't make it to top 32 of course.
bu it's okay, it was pretty fun.
everyone was good(:

Monday met MX a 8AM, CCK
went to watch 200m Finals!
Congrats to everyone, even if you guys didn't get Top 3
but i know all your timings were good and PBs i heard.
went to school to train in the afternoon.
and had salvo collabo trainingn the evening.

Finals tomorrow!
All the way everyone!(:


i know it may sounds crazy;
but i'm in love with you
-Tamia, Almost
sunshines after rain
Friday, April 9, 2010 @ 11:02 PM


Nationals once again.
I hate waking up early,
but the weather in the early morning when the sun had just risen
the air is cold with a little heat.
It's comfortable and just amazing
cause the bustle of the town doesn't exist.

Good job to everyone today!
Though some may have screwed up
but it was still a good race given circumstances
and it wasn't the whole entire race was bad!(:
Proud of everyone for pushing and hitting some PBs(:
see y'all on monday 200m Finals!
Wan Yi, we finally caught up!!

Tomorrow is one crazy day that i don't know how to face.
In unison: "FOL, Fuck Our Lives"
LOL @ MX
It's a change
Thursday, April 8, 2010 @ 11:28 PM
Finally started running again on Wednesday
felt awesome even though the sun was hot as hell
and burning my skin. but somehow i felt good about it
(: maybe it's the passion.

Sessioned today at TCC
i really hate TCC
but don't really have a choice due to FO.
somehow my hip hop feel is weird these days
popping feel is better
oh well let it be.
just enjoy(:

This holiday is probably the first holiday that i didn't go town everyday
i use to either stay home or shop for my holidays
this is probably a change.
Somehow i don't feel awesome about it because i feel like
i never really had a proper rest.
but somehow it's probably the most fun.

going to watch nationals!
good luck all!(:

somehow i know i still like you
i wish i could venture into your thoughts
feel the heat
Tuesday, April 6, 2010 @ 10:54 PM
Slept for 2 and a half hour
I am sad
got woken up by some murderous dream and very painful shins
which was ultra weird.
anyway i woke up at 535AM
horrible.
couldn't fall back asleep
suppose to wake up at 740AM
meeting D and MX at 9AM causeway for breakfast
after breakfast went back SSP to visit a lot of people
Mostly the staff and the Japanese.
It was good seeing everyone!

Mr Lau sort of embarassed me, he told his whole class i'm a model student
cause i put in 110% for physics,
which is quite true because i totally love his class
It's kinda weird so i think he's gone mad, but he's too smart to be
he even told his current new course mates about me too.
tsk tsk, Mr Lau. Still, you're an awesome teacher! woohoo!

Fumiko and Miyuki, you guys look the same!
Good luck for Japan Championships!(:
Miss you guys when you go back!
Train hard!
Joke: Japan Championships at where?
where ah Ms Kayla Lau Mei Xian

After that G, Mx, D and me went to CCK stadium to watch nationals!
It's getting better each year.
Well like certain events it's like going up up for SSP
but certain events it's like spiraling down.
Hope everyone rise up to the challenge and just be confident!
Go SSP and all other schools(:
i had a great time, which a lot of fun and laughter to take things off my mind.
Good luck to all for the races tomorrow and the other days!

Good job Wayne Yap for getting 2nd in Triple.
Although expected you to get 1st cause usually you are first
but you got a sprained/twisted ankle, so take care!
Anyway, the guy who won also from your school, got points!
And playing with your name was really mean but funny. hahha!

Good job Jem for your Triple too! never win but it's okay!
you're like the only SAPS from our batch still in track all the way!
(:

Good job to all SSP juniors, too many to name~
Can't wait for 200m Finals!
Tomorrow dance day, should try to run before that.

i probaby just die if i start now
but i have to die before i don't die in the future.
get it get it?
okay i think only i understand.
goodbye world
update soon
pierced
Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 11:53 PM
I don't even know how to put what i'm feeling in words.
That is how complicated things are now.
I try to be happy, I choose to be.
Some things are just easier said than done.
I can't just ignore everything, all the problems.
I just wish i could.
In the attempt to, someone would just remind me of
where i am and what i am suppose to be doing.
Why can't i just take an alternative route?
Why isn't there one for me.
I just need a breather. A way out.
Maybe just this once.
Too many thing happening to a not so great person, me.
It's just me being unlucky.
I can feel my heart hurting right now even though nothing is piercing it.
forgive, forget and just hold on
12:46 AM
I hope we make it through i really do. Losing any of you, would be like losing a part of my life, part of who i am. We've been great friends for about 5 years. These 5 years had a lot of ups and downs. It probably contain the best memories of my life and i don't want it to end just yet. It's just a misunderstanding, all of it. No one is to blame. We all care and love each other to the bottom of our toes, we room-ed with each other and know everyone almost inside out. We just need to listen to each other right now, it isn't about blaming, it isn't about whose stand and who is right or wrong. It's about trust and understanding each other like we always have. This is probably the worst misunderstanding we had, it's all awkward now. We gotta try to fix this, cause we don't want to lose each other. I guess everyone need time to reflect and think. I just hope all of you are okay. Love you girls from the bottom of my heart.

Watched How to train your dragon,
it's a pretty good movie!
i love toothless.
i think clash of titans is better though.
1k05 chalet
Saturday, April 3, 2010 @ 1:13 AM
I slept from 7am-8am
9am-12pm.
and came home and slept from 7pm-12am
Chalet..
well the room was pretty screwed
but nevertheless, the people made it fun!
thanks 1k05! would really miss you guys when we change class!
All the funny things happening all the time, i would really miss that.
Sadly, i couldn't stay but it was really awesome though i only stayed a night
I guess we really give a lot to each other, when we buy stuff we buy for everyone.
Everything is just for everyone.
Clash of the Titans at 2.25AM, though i never thought i could stay awake
but it was an awesome movie! woohoo!
and arcade before that was fun too!(:
Thanks guys, love you guys!