projects are practically making me go mad
ROM submission on Monday
ROM presenation Thursday
ROM test Thursday
Attraction Mgt Project Thursday
Are you kidding me?
This is insane

Surprisingly i still have some time off
Manage to catch The Last Song with Chloe,
the movie was on one of the stories Nicholas Sparks wrote
i really love his books.
I thought the movie was awesome
i couldn't stop tearing at the last few parts of the movie
i got to say it's totally worth my saturday $9.50.
love it(:

Didn't do project, so Sunday gotta work hard!

I really need to shop,
i saw loads of stuff i wanna buy!
and i did something really stupid, by rejecting an offer
if not i would have bought the shirt i want! gosh.
how dumb of me!

haven't been blogging for what seems like 2 weeks!
a lot of happenings,
don't have time to blog.

The only most significant i can remember is TPDE orientation camp!
i was HDL for Poseidon with Zheng Yi
i had loads of fun.
Even had my first night walk, which i think it's pretty awesome
the people were really good actors!
Freshies in my group were all really nice too!
so yay! everything went well for camp!
i had loads of fun!

Sadly, i missed out on pro-am!
heard it's fun, oh well there's always next time.

project season now!
chionging like mad!
i hardly dance, not feeling it.
It's like when someone mentions something
my mood just falls.
oh well that's all for update!

and studying at sentosa still officially suck.
(:

I can finally feel the difficulty of coping between dance and track
i wanna run and go for training.
but i want to session and dance too.
apparently, track and dance like to be on the same day.
how can i choose?
put that aside for now.

volunteering for YOG was probably a stupid mistake
now i have no idea what to write for the report
the event was quite weird as there weren't that many youths
and i had blisters and leg aches after standing the whole day
the fun part was probably working with other people and
getting to see all the celebrities.

went for Ben's open today
learn new things of course, yay!
and went to watch NTU Funk Jam Vol 1
all i can say, it was dope shit!
the atmosphere was great, so were the people.
and thanks NTU for organising this!
Enjoyed myself.

i literally died in school
hardly able to open my eyes.

i bought a cake and mascara for my mum for her birthday

Dear Mum,
though it's not much and that you may never read this
but just wanna say Happy birthday mummy!
i'm not very good with words when it comes to talking,
i don't know how to express myself when it comes to feelings more personal
sometimes, i look like i don't care about a lot of stuff but i really do
i know that you ask a lot of questions to find out how i'm doing
or what i've been up to lately
i know my answers haven't been the most pleasant because i'm used to being alone
all on my own, i like keeping things to myself.
you never really complained and i really like that.
i know you try everything you can to give us what you can
and time isn't the most important thing at the moment to give.
maybe because of that i've become this "alone" person.
Really appreciate what you've done for the family,
although it was only me and you blowing the cake
but i see the happiness and joy in your face that i remembered
i did something and it's really all about the thoughts
i feel content that you're happy i just wish i could have done more
much more for you to be happier and lead a better life.
but i'm only me and there is only so much i can do.
i hope you have an awesome birthday.

♥ Amanda