lost but yet found
Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 7:52 PM
well i simply don't know what to say
just past so fast.
thai people came on sunday
and left today
well thinking i never see them again
its pretty sad
but life goes on.
i really wanna travel.
see the world out there someday.
i just need to see it with my own eyes
not just hear about it.
i just want that day to come.
chinese oral was on thursday
i screwed the passage big time
thanks to my throat infection thing
which screw me up the whole week.
so painful to even drink.
lucky the conversation part
the question i wanted came out
so yeah could answer
the teacher didn't ask me questions
so i thought was quite scary.
nationals coming in one weeks time
not sure if im ready but
oh well its coming.
O's is well on its way
im still slacking
and well bascially not prepared
trained in the morning today
did relay.4x80m and one 80m passing with noreen
didn't do 400m(:
cause im not running 400m for nationals
well had class and stuff.
went off around 3 plus 4 pm
with liangwei,gina,maybelline and meixian
wanted to watch movie but lazy
went to eat dessert
go popular.
i bought a $3 pen,eraser, 2 foolscap and a staple.
total like $12
plusbought a bigger pencil box cause i needed a bigger one
to put my stuffi still think its pretty big
wanted the other one
which is the right size
but the bigger one the design nicer!(:
pictures:
no idea what they were trying to do
meixian totally entertaining herself
me,habbs,soh and yuk(thai girls)
the cute thai guy(:
sad can't see him again!
he's a tracker!
when i change my perception of stuff
i moved on.
but i still think about you.
but i just i know i shouldn't
i still can't stop falling in love with you
school reopens
Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 10:02 PM
school is reopening.
tomorrow got to go back to school
i haven't even pack.
nice.
went for dance class
and then go out with cousin
watched GET SMART
funny movie but something is missing
not quite sure what.
oh well.
bought a FOX pants!
finally found shorts!
in that sense shorts.
i love it! woohoo!
tomorrow national juniors competition
probably i would screw up
just started pushing for track work
only like last week?
don't think its going to help me much
i pretty much off form STILL.
but oh well just compete for the sake of competing
I MET A NEW FRIEND TODAY(:
HER NAME IS FEN(NOT SURE HOW TO SPELL)
SAW HER AT OSCHOOL.
SHE BREAKDANCE.SEEN HER BEFORE(:
she told me to take the basic bboy courses
if i want,which i intend to
the sad thing is that it starts on 16 august
which is around prelims period.
thats going to be pretty bad
but i guess i can handle it.
its only one hour every saturday.
so yeah.i guess i'll sign up(:
I HOPE I'M FREE ON 5 SEPTEMBER
i wanna watch K.O night. but its at 8pm at paya lebar. singapore post.
Acky, Hilty& Bosch plus bboy gonza is coming.
so worth it. i should be free! but i scared if got training i die.
AND i'm totally not in a good mood today.
these days i kept thinking
thinking about stuff that im not suppose to
i don't want to fall in love with you
i know i won't
starbucks
Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 11:34 PM
woke up at 12.30am
slacked until 3 plus
then got ready by 4 to go meet hinann
at starbucks.
reached there around 4.10
yeap.
study until around 7pm she left.
trisha who was already there
at 3 plus went home at 5 plus
came back at 6 plus to continue studying
i studied with her from 7pm to 11pm
nice.
i reached home like 15 minutes ago
this is a quick post.
i finished chem paper.woohoo.
use today.the paper was quite tough
so many on organic chemistry.
tomorrow im not studying at all!
my slack day tomorrow
want to study don't find me.HAHA
GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE
COMPETING IN NATIONAL JUNIORS!
im competing on sunday.arghh.
rahh.
falling apart
12:04 AM
everyone's breaking apart
drifting further away from each other.
hearing stories after stories
trying to do what i can to help
but i realise i can't do anything.
cause i numb myself years ago
that i can't remember how it feels anymore
i feel so cold to the world now
what did i turn myself into.
-------------------------------------------
today had training in the morning
well i suppose i improved from last week
but still feel and know im injured
cause leg got weak the last set
and started to move sideways
training wasn't so bad
except for the fact
it was REALLY HOT.
went for lunch with meixian
liangwei,joey,gina,divya
after lunch
everyone except gina and her bf
took train
meixian and i dropped at bishan
she followed me to rjc
to hand up the dsa documents
when we were going there called nessa
she didn't pick up
when we were leaving we called backed
to her missed call
she said she was in school canteen
so we went there to talk to her
cause she wanted to talk to us? haha
talk for about one hour till 3.30
then left.
went j8 for awhile
then there was nothing to do.
so went off
met trisha at starbucks around 5?
or something yeah.can't remember
studied/talk until 9.30pm
then went home?
reach home around 9.45pm
going starbucks tomorrow to meet hin ann.
need to drink something else tomorrow
or i'll keep drinking the same thing.rahh.
and i feel stress? i don't know haha.
TOMORROW I GOT NO CLASS
WOOHOO CAN SLEEP!
the more i know bout you
the more i'm afraid to know
i don't wanna sink deeper
into this one sided love
what to say
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @ 9:59 PM
the picture quality is really bad
cause of the lighting
except the second one
which i find looks like
a weird family portrait
had training at 8am
damn slack today
jog stretch massage
ate lunch with like
habibah,divya,gina,yingjia,val and meixian
after that took a bus home
went to starbucks to study from like
12.30 to 6pm
wow
i finished social studies
and almost done with stalin's THICK notes.
saw trisha today.she study at starbucks with her friend
tomorrow track work-.-"
10.30am in school.
sianz after training got to go bishan just to
hand up the documents and stuff for DSA to rjc
which probably i won't make it
so thought of going cjc instead.
school is reopening SOON
got no idea should i look forward to it or dread it
haven't finish homework and stuff
loads of packing to do.
so dead.
*get off my back dude
to be honest i dont know you
or better still you don't even know me
stop acting like you know me
and just get lost.
i will appreciate it
i just can't stop thinking bout you
these days.
the way you dance is like in my head
reminiscing.
re-bond
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 9:54 PM
RE-BONDED my hair yesterday
look pretty much the same
look pretty much the same
just that my hair looks much straighter
and its so much trouble
cause i can't tie my hair like
these few days.
but got training
so must tie lightly
and the rubber band keeps dropping
ughh.
had training today
was gym
quite okay(:
and the president of singapore came today
how cool is that.
ate lunch with divya and meixian
then went home.
reach home at 12.30
i slept until 2.50
wake up
go starbucks and study
did social studies but haven't finish
the northern ireland essay
so freaking difficult!.
oh my tian
oh my tian
last week of holiday
i haven't done like half of my homework
well done.
go amanda
cause you are sort of intelligent
and you should know how to
set a timetable yourself
study hard you shite.
LOL self talking(:
tomorrow got to study again
or at least get some work done
training is at 8am
isn't the picture pretty(:
sinking in deeper everyday
yet i can't do anything about it.
you're the last person i should know
i just wanna silently watch you dance
like what you always do
sky of love(koizora)
Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 9:57 PM
stayed home whole day until dinner time
the nice part is that i watched
SKY OF LOVE(KOIZORA)
i love the show.
so nice.
i cried okay.
sad show.
finished history point form thing
yay.
tomorrow got training-.-"
10.30am
im still wondering should i rebond my hair.
dang it.
and im wondering if i should take locking 1 course
or wait for house 1 course
argh.or maybe popping course.
haruma miura
he's hot(:
i'm falling for you
someone i cannot fall for at all
you're the last person i should know.
i'm sorry, but i'm learning to forget.