I'm Amanda. 20. I dance and I run.
Graduated from Leisure and Resort Management,
but I have no idea what I want from life yet.
Don't judge me.
Someday
Saturday, August 11, 2012 @ 1:32 AM
From the start I knew I needed you more than you need me, you were like the pillar of support, the pillar that never cracks and never falls. Actually, you never needed anyone and I knew that. I know there would come a time I have to start pulling away from you. I just never knew how to do it. I don't how can I be strong again after relying on you for so long. No one needs another human being to survive, it's all a matter of learning how to cope. I'm slowly getting there, slowly but surely. I just want to be so far away from you so that I know that I wouldn't hurt myself at the end of the day. Maybe you won't even realize i'm gone, it probably wouldn't make a difference cause you never needed me in the first place. It's hard, but I know it has to be done. Cause I don't wanna hurt anymore, not like this. All I can say is, thank you but goodbye.

Maybe someday we'll meet, we'll talk again but it wouldn't be like how it used to be. You've got everything you need. A lot of times, i wished we didn't meet because I would be stronger now. Since we have met, it's a good memory. But we all have to say our goodbyes someday, so let me be the first to say.